Writing after a very long time, don't ask me why.
Finally schooling is over and it's time for college, but I don't know why I'm more or less perplexed about the college. I'm not at all feeling excited.
This blogging thing has turned into a place where I'm active only when I'm feeling down.
Finding reasons for such aversion leads me nowhere, maybe its because of parting from family, maybe from exhaustion due to rigorous studies in past 2½ years. Well who know what this phase may turn out to be.
Few days back, I 'celebrated' my birthday, huge disappointment once again. This time not even a cake to celebrate. Literally had to go out alone for an Ice Cream and a chocolate tart. ( To overcome next to none response on my birthday from my family)
I imagine my future life likewise. Never have I been so doubtful of my future.
Each TV show's seasons ( Silicon Valley, Brooklyn 99, Doctor Who, TBBT) which I watch has ended. 😩 Leading to more emptiness in my life. Each day of two months post JEE has increased negativity in my life, except for the week where I vacationed in JW Marriot (Mumbai) and Della Resorts ( Lonavala). This is the only thing which I enjoyed too much in last 3 yrs.
The Trip: We stayed in JW Marriot for 2 day, One of the best hotel chains of the world. I'm more of nature over luxury guy, so overall it was a pleasent stay. Drive on Badra Worli Sea Link late night was certainly one of the best moments of the trip, due to Pre Monsoon clouds there was enough luminosity and the well lit sky line of Mumbai made it a moment which I'll never forget in my life.
Della was full of Pool 🎱 and air hockey and also an insane swoop swing. Also finally saw T2 in Mumbai .
Finally schooling is over and it's time for college, but I don't know why I'm more or less perplexed about the college. I'm not at all feeling excited.
This blogging thing has turned into a place where I'm active only when I'm feeling down.
Finding reasons for such aversion leads me nowhere, maybe its because of parting from family, maybe from exhaustion due to rigorous studies in past 2½ years. Well who know what this phase may turn out to be.
Few days back, I 'celebrated' my birthday, huge disappointment once again. This time not even a cake to celebrate. Literally had to go out alone for an Ice Cream and a chocolate tart. ( To overcome next to none response on my birthday from my family)
I imagine my future life likewise. Never have I been so doubtful of my future.
Each TV show's seasons ( Silicon Valley, Brooklyn 99, Doctor Who, TBBT) which I watch has ended. 😩 Leading to more emptiness in my life. Each day of two months post JEE has increased negativity in my life, except for the week where I vacationed in JW Marriot (Mumbai) and Della Resorts ( Lonavala). This is the only thing which I enjoyed too much in last 3 yrs.
The Trip: We stayed in JW Marriot for 2 day, One of the best hotel chains of the world. I'm more of nature over luxury guy, so overall it was a pleasent stay. Drive on Badra Worli Sea Link late night was certainly one of the best moments of the trip, due to Pre Monsoon clouds there was enough luminosity and the well lit sky line of Mumbai made it a moment which I'll never forget in my life.
Della was full of Pool 🎱 and air hockey and also an insane swoop swing. Also finally saw T2 in Mumbai .
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