Vedant Matta

My life is becoming more monotonous day by day. Nothing great happened in past few weeks ( better be months). My birthday is coming in the next to next week. I don't look forward celebrating it, I have to pour almost 6 hours on classes that day and also a 3hr (or maybe more) test the day after that day. Every year I wait for this date and it quietly passes by and nothing happens. That hurts  . Monsoon has arrived. It rains every now then. The rain makes me remember all my good moments I had past in my life and makes me more sad. I was always taught that rain was symbol of despair ( as it was used in many Poems) but I never believed cause it every time made my more cheerful, but now things have changed. I really hate growing older now but that's the cycle of life. You born, grow up & do every useless thing you have to do and die... I'm at loss to find things which I look forward too. Well I found some old pics (2007) on our family cloud storage today while I was organ