Vedant Matta

Writing after a very long time, don't ask me why. Finally schooling is over and it's time for college, but I don't know why I'm more or less perplexed about the college. I'm not at all feeling excited. This blogging thing has turned into a place where I'm active only when I'm feeling down. Finding reasons for such aversion leads me nowhere, maybe its because of parting from family, maybe from exhaustion due to rigorous studies in past 2½ years. Well who know what this phase may turn out to be. Few days back, I 'celebrated' my birthday, huge disappointment once again. This time not even a cake to celebrate. Literally had to go out alone for an Ice Cream and a chocolate tart. ( To overcome next to none response on my birthday from my family) I imagine my future life likewise. Never have I been so doubtful of my future. Each TV show's seasons ( Silicon Valley, Brooklyn 99, Doctor Who, TBBT) which I watch has ended. 😩 Leading to more emptines