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Well I'm settled now in IIT-I. But missing my family even though they're like just 30 km away. Med Semester exams are going on and yet I'm writing this post. Whenever I give some serious test/exam I'm always in one of the two kinds of state. First being - "This phase will just get over in 8 days and then I'll be off to home, sleeping/Tv etc etc. While the second being me just kind of getting really into that moment. Enjoying the exam, adding logic to the just plane wrote memory and moreover taking proud of my hard work. Although the second profile was active only a few times like with the 8-10th standard exams and JEE Adv. ( Even though the latter didn't end up well).
This pretty much describes my life as well.
Only when I'm fully prepared and have certainty of the outcomes I actual live the life at its fullest. And when I'm intimidated by my ill preparedness; fear of outcome and no confidence on myself I just like to run away. Life seldom goes the way you plan it to do.
There's one very apt saying in my family
'Man proposes, God disposes.' ( moreover a cliche to make peace with unwanted ordeals.)
I think that people like me spend great deal of their life just figuring out how to adapt to such unpredictability of life. And I'm not even sure that I'll master that. We all (me for sure) try to fit our environment in a rigid, inflexible equation anticipating it to proceed accordingly.
Well this is the picture that I realize at least for now.
Now for some useless gossips, I think I will not shave for a while cause the beard isn't coming out symmetrically. Consider this as No Shave N'October. But the urge to do otherwise is too strong. I've lost like 4 kg(s) in past few weeks. Food cycle is going from bad to worse. Sticking to the 3 part diet until the exams are over. Diwali is coming ( Yayy maybe?) . India lost to US in U17 FIFA world cup (0-3) how pathetic I could've played better than those fetuses. Woah this post got too long. Will stop here.
PEACE. 🍾
Well I'm settled now in IIT-I. But missing my family even though they're like just 30 km away. Med Semester exams are going on and yet I'm writing this post. Whenever I give some serious test/exam I'm always in one of the two kinds of state. First being - "This phase will just get over in 8 days and then I'll be off to home, sleeping/Tv etc etc. While the second being me just kind of getting really into that moment. Enjoying the exam, adding logic to the just plane wrote memory and moreover taking proud of my hard work. Although the second profile was active only a few times like with the 8-10th standard exams and JEE Adv. ( Even though the latter didn't end up well).
This pretty much describes my life as well.
Only when I'm fully prepared and have certainty of the outcomes I actual live the life at its fullest. And when I'm intimidated by my ill preparedness; fear of outcome and no confidence on myself I just like to run away. Life seldom goes the way you plan it to do.
There's one very apt saying in my family
'Man proposes, God disposes.' ( moreover a cliche to make peace with unwanted ordeals.)
I think that people like me spend great deal of their life just figuring out how to adapt to such unpredictability of life. And I'm not even sure that I'll master that. We all (me for sure) try to fit our environment in a rigid, inflexible equation anticipating it to proceed accordingly.
Well this is the picture that I realize at least for now.
Now for some useless gossips, I think I will not shave for a while cause the beard isn't coming out symmetrically. Consider this as No Shave N'October. But the urge to do otherwise is too strong. I've lost like 4 kg(s) in past few weeks. Food cycle is going from bad to worse. Sticking to the 3 part diet until the exams are over. Diwali is coming ( Yayy maybe?) . India lost to US in U17 FIFA world cup (0-3) how pathetic I could've played better than those fetuses. Woah this post got too long. Will stop here.
PEACE. 🍾
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